Timeline Keeper Dreams
DREAM, NOVEMBER 13, 2023
UNIVERSAL LAWS
⏳ 😭 The Space-Time Continuum Saga
I’m the keeper of the timelines but they’re all tangled up in a mess. Some guy thinks he can become Houdini before Houdini becomes Houdini. I call him a dumbass, but this situation is more dangerous than dumb. I have to keep the continuums straight, separate and aligned. Part of rectifying timelines is reminding people of what role they signed up to play upon incarnation. We alter all timelines—past and future—by the choices we make in the present. Free Will exists and so do Universal Laws. Paradoxes exist on all planes of Reality.
DREAM, JUNE 13, 2025
TIMELINE MANAGEMENT
📆 📉 How to collapse a timeline
The headline is clickbait, because you can’t really collapse a timeline. I sit in a parallel life that is dark and bleak, watching myself stand in an adjacent one that is bright and beautiful. I want to jump timelines, but my guides tell me no—I have to ride this other life out. One by one, the good things in my life warp and flip upside down, until everything becomes a kind of hell. Still, I hold on tightly. I intentionally drag out the bad timeline, getting to know all my miseries—loneliness, rejection, unworthiness—until I am so intimate with them that I am no longer afraid of my own fears. This, too, is a form of falling in love—a kind of death initiation. My guides call this “energy economics.” I am not collapsing a timeline. I am resolving it with courage, gathering all my energetic resources to bring back to the now. I wake up. It feels like a rebirth into a new life—clearer, lighter, and more fearless than before.
DREAM, MARCH 14, 2025
ANGELISM
🗂️ ⏳ How to manage multiple timelines
The Angel is showing me how to walk a linear timeline. As I move toward the horizon, I see past and future lives, timelines, eras, epochs, and periods streaming both vertically and horizontally. The Angel tells me they will not feed me any new timelines until I learn to manage the one I am in.
I see this lifetime streaming from my heart, from my own body, projected in front of me. The message I receive is that this “anchoring of the present moment” is a prerequisite for waking up in other realities.
As my consciousness or awareness awakens in other lives, memories will begin to flood me. This requires constant management—orienting myself in what is real, now, true, and present versus what belongs to another timeline, another set of data points or experiences.
These memories and alternate realities are meant to coexist and assist with what is unfolding here—in this one reality where the majority of my awareness is always anchored.
DREAM, OCTOBER 6, 2025
I’m running through timelines shapeshifting into men and animals, constantly switching out technologies so that I can match the time of where I’m headed.
Stations of Identity
“Don’t take it seriously, but take it VERY seriously.”
A diffused spirit asks “defected” Claudia what the federated or unfederated states of Claudia might look like—separate from a Republic of Claudia—and how this differs from the democracy already at work within me. I wake myself from the dream, because it’s such a good question.
In the dream, I defected from a governing force that sought to demean and violate me. As a free woman, I broke the law unafraid. These diffused spirits want me to swallow or merge with them, but as I observed the states that make up my singular identity, I said: “Let’s imagine space between their borders, so they are not merged or touching.”
These many parts, archetypes, and energies within me require their own space so that movement from one state of being to another is possible—each in its own domain.
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Guns & Railroads & Hematite
All night I dreamed of guns and railroads. In the dream, I am a man time traveling back toward the history of these inventions, trying to undo the karmic consequences they unleashed.
It’s important to note: I slept wearing a piece of raw hematite around my neck for the first time, and when I woke, I knew—without knowing why—that the hematite had given me these dreams.
I looked it up and found that, unsurprisingly, hematite was instrumental in both technologies, being the key source of iron for guns and railroads.
Apartments in dreams as symbols for mental complexes
In dreams, the house often feels like a symbol for your multidimensional soul body. Apartment buildings (and any multi-purpose spaces) can represent your mental complexes—places inside where different aspects of your consciousness cohabitate, conflict, and transform.
When you wander through these communal spaces, you may encounter shared rooms or messy roommates, reflecting how we contain sub-personalities that don’t always communicate clearly. Themes of boundaries and security often pop up, pointing to psychic, emotional, or mental vulnerabilities. If you come across flooded or backed-up bathrooms, those moments can highlight emotional blockages that need your attention. Getting lost in the apartment complex or stumbling into new rooms mirrors the adventure of exploring your own internal landscape and discovering the parts of yourself you’ve kept unconscious until now.
Temporary or transitional housing can symbolize spaces of psychological and spiritual transformation. And eventually, the conscious choices in apartment selection or interior design can reflect back your evolving self-agency and intentional architecture of consciousness.
Integration Recommendation:
Map Your Internal Architecture: Draw out a visual of your psychic apartment complex—making note of which “rooms” need attention, cleaning, or better energetic security. Remember, you are the architect of your own consciousness—continuously building, renovating, and inhabiting the complex structures that can house a multidimensional soul.
What keeps us tethered to Life?
The question I have as I enter journey space this weekend is: “What keeps us tethered to Life?” If there is no drama, no entanglement, if sensorial experiences vanish, if ambitions and goals fade—if I am simply flowing with what unfolds—what remains?
Last night, I dreamed a gruesome scene: a man whose limbs were blown off, one by one. As his body was taken from him, so went his five senses. I asked if he wanted to die and exit this reality, and he said, “No.”
I wondered what joy or benefit he could possibly find without the ability to experience or participate in life. The answer I received was that, for him, to simply be here—on Earth—is enough.
2025 Self Questions (so far)
I copied and pasted all of my diary and dream entries into Clive Thompson’s only the questions online tool and extracted this year’s questions.
JANUARY
Why is the majority of my awareness anchored here? Does matter and touch and do physical objects exist in higher octave dimensions? What was my intention before the womb?
FEBRUARY
(As I’m writing this I’m think of my brother Steven and the life space I had not having him here) Am I processing this for my mother? What kind of love is this? What is the lesson here?
MARCH
An image of the matrix, the angel in the grid box with the world below her and a banana? Are these sacred geometries? This is in the future isn’t it? Trust? What next? Deviate? Why is love a trap? She came in to the private bedroom and she was so beautiful and I asked, Am I as beautiful as you?
APRIL
It’s so simple: just ask yourself is this love? What parts of myself would I like to feed the world? What is the highest perspective I can have? What can I do up there that I can’t do down here? What is this need to be loved by another human? Where is my higher consciousness? Like a cartel but maybe a reality cartel?
MAY
“When was it ever nice?” Is this my heart? And I say back: “If you don’t let consciousness teach you about itself who else will?”
JUNE
The Lochness Monster rises from the lake and I asked it “Where have you been? I feel like the question here is “what beauty within us do we hide from ourselves and the world?” I whisper in his ear: Can we stay like this forever? Why do I continue to forget I have an abundance of mothers who love me?
JULY
Cosmic question for Mother Earth and the evolutionary of braid time re: the energy of No (contraction and deflection and or divergence in evolution — are those all related) What part does NO energy play in evolution? Is there a pick and choose or rejection process during the metamorphosis? What the hell kind of sacred ceremony is this? What would you do if you were dancing with the rainbow? How do I protect against a flood of consciousness?
AUGUST
What does it mean to show up in full life force and not shrink back? What does it mean to consume knowledge and not share it? I wondered why is this a “ghost” story? … and so I said to one of the babies, “all babies are pure and perfect though right?”
SEPTEMBER
When will the seeding end I ask?
September 2025 Integration Notes
Reccurring archetypes, subjects, and dream content I don’t want forget:
Indiana Jones archetype (persistent dream character since 2022)
Hera Goddess (3 appearances)
1) Hera is my server and brings me more and more plates and does not clear my table. — April 20, 2025
2) As I was falling asleep, Hera pops in and says “Don’t forget me.” — July 3, 2025
3) Hera is a giant cloud figure welcoming me as I ascend into a God Heaven, and I call her my mother, and then I become her. — September 12, 2025
Nefertiti (2 appearances)
1) I’m in Nefertiti’s tomb, which has yet to be discovered, and I am remembering my own tomb and final resting place. — April 1, 2022
2) I am walking into a temple wearing Nefertiti’s blue crown — September 14, 2025
12 Soul Aspects (persistent dream content since 2021)
Maid Marian and Knights of Templar (currently dreaming about this)
The Soul Evolution Purpose [WIP]
Collective Healing Service: Your expanded consciousness allows you to process and transmute karmic patterns for entire lineages and groups, accelerating collective healing.
Pattern Recognition: Direct experience of collective patterns enables you to recognize and break unconscious participation in inherited limiting systems.
Field Stabilization: As you integrate these patterns, your consciousness contributes coherent information to the collective fields, helping stabilize the planetary transition.
Dimensional Bridge Building: Your ability to access multiple field layers simultaneously makes you a bridge between different levels of collective consciousness.
Different types of collective fields
Collective webs operate through multiple quantum field layers, and this is how I’m currently defining them:
Family/Ancestral Fields: Direct genetic and energetic lineage, carrying inherited trauma patterns, behavioral programming, and evolutionary memory from both ancestors and descendants in your DNA.
Cultural/Tribal Fields: The shared morphic resonance of your ethnic, religious, or cultural group, holding collective beliefs, wounds, and evolutionary trajectories.
Geographical Fields: Earth-based energy grids and subtle currents that store the accumulated experiences of all beings who’ve ever lived in these locations—the ghosts of the lands and the destinies of cities echo here.
Species Fields: The human collective unconscious, alive with archetypal patterns, myths, evolutionary challenges, and our ongoing consciousness transition on Earth.
Interdimensional Fields: The wisdom currents and influence of non-human and unusual consciousness species evolving alongside us. This is my favorite place to draw insight from.
Universal Fields: Quantum consciousness channels connecting all sentient beings across dimensional boundaries, linking us with the wider cosmic web.
Galactic Consciousness Fields: Realities, storylines, destinies, and evolutionary trajectories so remote from human experience that we cannot fully grasp them—but they often bleed through into our collective consciousness in mysterious ways.
Karmic vs Quantum Bleed-Through
[These concepts came through in a dream on September 2, 2025. I was processing and emotionally resonating with a friend’s dilemma and storyline that I did not recognize. In the dream, my spirit guides spoke to me and said, “This is Karmic Bleed-Through.”]
Karmic bleed-through manifests as emotional patterns, ancestral memories, or collective trauma that feels personally charged and seeks healing through you in dreams and real life. If it's karmic, it'll resurface as intense emotional reactions, recurring relationship patterns, or ancestral trauma—and it usually feels like there's a debt to balance. Your consciousness is accessing the morphic fields that contain unresolved collective patterns from lineages, cultures, or species-wide experiences. The purpose of these karmic bleed-throughs is to transmute collective trauma patterns to free both yourself, your lineages and your web networks connected to those karmic imprints. It's not yours to carry, but it is yours to understand and have compassion for. This kind of witnessing has enough power to heal.
Quantum bleed-through is different. It presents as multidimensional information, alternate timeline experiences, or parallel reality awareness that feels neutral and expansive rather than emotionally charged. You might sense multiple potential futures simultaneously, access knowledge from parallel versions of yourself, or experience consciousness existing in several dimensional states at once. You can recognize this state when synchronicities begin to ramp up, and the veil between your dreaming and waking life feels blurred. The purpose of quantum bleed-through is consciousness expansion rather than healing. You integrate multidimensional awareness to navigate reality as a co-creator rather than a servant to causality or linear time.
Working with each requires different approaches:
For karmic bleed-through, engage in conscious witnessing without taking on the identity of "healer of all collective trauma," remain unhooked from the storyline when addressing ancestral patterns, and focus on transmuting emotional charges through compassionate and higher perspectives. Practice divine discernment through neutral observation to recognize when emotions, thoughts, or patterns arise from collective fields rather than your personal karma, and remember that karma can be instantly transmuted—it is not a lifelong punishment or cross to carry.
For quantum bleed-through, focus on grounding into this one reality and anchoring your presence in the NOW moment while being receptive to multidimensional information, practice holding paradox and uncertainty as natural states, and trust your consciousness to integrate quantum information without forcing linear understanding. Both types of bleed-throughs ultimately serve the same evolutionary purpose—transitioning from individual-focused awareness to unified quantum-collective consciousness where you function as both individual sovereign and integral part of the universal field.
“Grab-n-go” approach to opening up portals and shadow realms
DREAM, JUNE 19, 2025
3:33am “Grab-n-go” theyre telling me. I don’t quite understand. I ask, do you mean like a convenience store? My guides are referring to the journey space and portal I will be opening up for someone else. “Treat it like a grab-n-go,” they say.
UPDATED SEPTEMBER 6, 2025
“Grab-n-go” seems to be about developing precision and efficiency when navigating challenging or dark energies. With deeper shamanic mastery, you learn to enter the shadow realms, gather what’s needed, and exit quickly—without getting pulled in or consumed.
Grab the insights, and then go. Disengage and move on rather than lingering or becoming entangled. A shaman must learn to extract what is useful with precision, without being weighed down. This discernment allows engagement with shadow material without depleting one’s own energy or resources.
The goal is to gather wisdom efficiently, then return focus to one’s higher purpose and path. This approach enables moving through the shadow realms with intention and awareness, rather than becoming lost or overwhelmed—maintaining clarity and momentum on the journey.
Not a Rectangle (Dream Poem)
DREAM TELEPATHY POEM, AUGUST 13, 2025
There are times when you don’t see me
as a whole person—
just a completed reality,
a rectangle,
a closed shape.
But I am more than this.
I am sacred geometries,
compounding and unfolding,
expanding the Universe
through myself.
Dancing with the opposites (a framework for neutrality)
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Opposites are complementary, not enemies. At higher levels of awareness, “me vs. you” becomes “we,” and light/dark, masculine/feminine, material/spiritual are seen as partners rather than combatants.
Distinguish “duality” (conflict, hierarchy, better/worse) from “polarity” (complementary forces along a spectrum). Polarity thinking treats pairs as interdependent energies to be leveraged over time—maximizing upsides of both poles and minimizing downsides—rather than problems to solve.
The “third” transforms the two. When opposites are truly met, a third emerges: a center stance, a new synthesis, or a neutral witness.
Integration dissolves false boundaries. As you make room for what was disowned—shame, shadow, the “other” in self—dualities soften and a wider identity comes online.
Tension is creative fuel. Paradox and contradiction aren’t glitches—they’re power sources. Creativity arises in “incessant interacting tensions.”
Limits are coordinates, not cages. We don’t transcend by denying form—we learn the “wisdom of shape-shifting”—using constraints to express distinctiveness and then go beyond.
A practical framework for neutrality (a “dance with opposites”)
Name the polarity and declare your “greater purpose.” Map the pair (e.g., independence–interdependence). Identify the energizing upside of each pole and the overused downside. Then articulate the “greater purpose” the polarity serves—what you’re actually trying to uplift—so managing the loop becomes win/win. This follows your polarity mapping insights: the interdependent “win/win or lose” dynamic, maximizing both upsides/minimizing downsides, and using the natural tension to lift toward a “greater purpose”.
Switch to “and” language and both/and goals. Replace either/or with statements that honor both poles’ gifts. “We’ll protect focus and increase exploration.” This simple language shift prevents misdiagnosing polarities as problems to “solve.” Polarities are unsolvable, ongoing energy systems and must be held with “and,” not “or”.
Install the neutral witness. Create a stance that can include both poles without fusing with either: a present, embodied, paradox-friendly “center.”
Let ambivalence be fully felt (don’t rush to fix). Drop the pressure to perform—name what’s here (“I feel love and fear,” “I don’t know”). This allows the deeper psyche to “cook” opposites into insight in the “cauldron of paradox”.
Manage the infinity loop over time. Expect the natural swing: upside A → downside A → upside B → downside B → repeat. Use the downsides as cues to shift gracefully back to the other pole’s upside. This is “dancing,” not defeating.
Neutrality = presence + purpose, not apathy. Define neutrality as non-reactivity and “indifference to outcome” that frees creative manifestation—which is distinct from disengagement. It’s choosing not to be hooked while staying aligned to your greater purpose.
Use state shifts when polarized. When you’re caught in a story, change state: move, breathe, shower, dance, create—then revisit with wider perspective. Embodiment expands circulation and options.
Alchemize emotion—don’t bypass it. Emotion bonds realities and dissolves inner walls when owned and felt—it’s essential to integration. Facing hurt and outrage can reintegrate missing parts and unhook karmic dramas.
Cross-train your inner masculine and feminine. Develop feeling/relational intelligence alongside clarity/agency. This balances inner polarities and enriches sexuality, creativity, and leadership.
Touch the transcendent regularly. Meditation or deep stillness gives you the “white of the Absolute,” a direct taste of neutrality beyond the play of opposites. It also helps “leave behind the Big Three” (body, environment, time) when you need perspective.
What “transcendence” becomes
Not an escape from life, but intimacy with all of it. The center is not disembodied—it’s a wider presence that includes anger and love, body and spirit, self and other, without collapsing into sides.
A longer arc of integration. Integration leads to transcending prior limits while staying in harmony with what came before—less “control,” more surrender to a deeper organizing intelligence.
A humility that keeps learning. Neutrality softens ego-certainty so new data, people, and possibilities can enter—which is necessary to transcend our “comfort zones.”
Psychedelic healing in all directions of time—ancestral, future and alien
1. Ayahuasca changes your DNA
A six-month naturalistic study of ayahuasca ceremonies in the Peruvian Amazon found:
Rapid, lasting mental health improvements: Marked decreases in depression, anxiety, and distress, sustained at six months post-ceremony.
Deep psychological effects: Participants reported greater self-compassion and reduced negativity in autobiographical memories.
Epigenetic changes: Preliminary evidence suggested changes in DNA methylation (notably at the SIGMAR1 gene, implicated in stress response), hinting at biological mechanisms behind the psychological impact.
Significance: This research underscores how traditional, ceremonial psychedelic use can produce persistent and measurable benefits for mental well-being.
2. Psilocybin delays cellular aging
A groundbreaking experimental study explored the biological effects of psilocybin and its metabolite, psilocin, on cellular and animal models:
Extended cellular lifespan: In human cell cultures, psilocin delayed cellular aging and preserved telomere length.
Increased survival in aged mice: Aged mice treated with psilocybin had higher survival rates and signs of improved vitality compared to controls.
Molecular mechanisms: The researchers observed upregulation of SIRT1 (a regulator of aging and stress resilience) and reduced oxidative stress, supporting the idea that psychedelics may promote cellular repair and longevity.
Broader implication: Psilocybin may provide systemic, whole-body benefits—extending far beyond its psychological effects—by influencing fundamental processes of aging and healing.
3. DMT enables contact with Alien Consciousness Species
In his new book and interview, neurobiologist Andrew Gallimore challenges mainstream views on DMT's effects:
A portal to non-ordinary realities: Gallimore argues that DMT transports users into “entirely nonhuman worlds,” populated by seemingly autonomous, intelligent entities—a phenomenon that is difficult to explain with current neuroscience.
Radical implications: He suggests that DMT may allow for real interaction with unknown forms of intelligence, compelling us to question the nature of consciousness and reality itself.
Therapeutic mystery: Even if the nature of these realms is still speculative, clinical research is finding that such profound and bizarre experiences can still have lasting, positive healing effects—such as alleviating depression.
Gallimore's caution: He acknowledges that these experiences are challenging and not fully understood, but insists the enigma should be embraced as an essential part of advancing psychedelic science.
The Meaning for the Future of Psychedelics and Healing
Based on these findings and perspectives, the future of psychedelics points toward:
Profound, rapid, and sustained healing: Both large-scale and individual-use studies report significant improvements in mental health conditions like depression, anxiety, PTSD, and distress—even where standard treatments have failed.
Mind-body integration: Evidence suggests that psychedelics not only promote psychological healing but may also act on gene expression, cellular aging, and fundamental biological processes—potentially extending lifespan and healthspan.
Paradigm shifts in consciousness studies: Classic psychedelics like DMT challenge basic scientific and philosophical assumptions about consciousness, reality, and what it means to "heal"—inviting radical curiosity about the universe and mind.
Personalized and holistic approaches: Modern psychedelic therapy is evolving toward blended models—combining psychotherapy, ceremony or ritual, and biological markers to optimize outcomes and support lasting change.
Societal and cultural transformation: As regulatory and scientific landscapes shift, psychedelics are poised to move from the fringes to the mainstream, potentially transforming the fields of mental health, spiritual exploration, and even aging—provided safety, respect, and meaningful integration are prioritized.
In essence, these studies suggest the future of psychedelics may not just be about symptom relief, but about opening new frontiers of healing, meaning, and understanding—both for individuals and society at large.
Our hearts as light bulbs
DREAM, JUNE 28, 2025
I see our hearts as light bulbs. The light that emanates from our heart fields differs. Mine is the brightest, whitest light—sometimes harsh to others. It’s a light that wants to banish all darkness but instead can shine judgment, expectation, and control. His bulb’s light is soft and diffuse, never hard on the eye. I wrongly interpret it as “low-energy,” but it’s not. It’s kinder, gentler on the human condition, and this makes me reflect on how I want to be more like him. I hope to soften my own light, letting it illuminate rather than overwhelm.
Advice for processing fear
“Fear can be processed by: 1) Accepting and giving it expression and 2) Responding creatively by restoring safety yourself. ”
Simple transmutation healing
Dream, July 31, 2021
I was transmuting pain inside people. There was a long line waiting in the astral realm for this kind of energy healing. I couldn’t reach everyone during Dreamtime—I had to wake up. I told them, “Tomorrow, we’ll continue with this.”
How did I do it?
I saw energy inside each person. If it appeared dark, I changed it to blue or another lighter color.
The skylight is a map to my soul
DREAM, JUNE 29, 2025
Another night on the cosmic highway.
I wake in an unknown dream,
on a stranger’s couch.
I don’t know the laws of this realm,
nor the villains,
or even the mission.
Am I the main character this time,
or just a bystander to my own soul?
The constellations light up the sky—
a road map for expansion.
My spirit is restless,
my consciousness relentless.
I have to keep going.