2025 Self Questions (so far)
I copied and pasted all of my diary and dream entries into Clive Thompson’s only the questions online tool and extracted this year’s questions.
JANUARY
Why is the majority of my awareness anchored here? Does matter and touch and do physical objects exist in higher octave dimensions? What was my intention before the womb?
FEBRUARY
(As I’m writing this I’m think of my brother Steven and the life space I had not having him here) Am I processing this for my mother? What kind of love is this? What is the lesson here?
MARCH
An image of the matrix, the angel in the grid box with the world below her and a banana? Are these sacred geometries? This is in the future isn’t it? Trust? What next? Deviate? Why is love a trap? She came in to the private bedroom and she was so beautiful and I asked, Am I as beautiful as you?
APRIL
It’s so simple: just ask yourself is this love? What parts of myself would I like to feed the world? What is the highest perspective I can have? What can I do up there that I can’t do down here? What is this need to be loved by another human? Where is my higher consciousness? Like a cartel but maybe a reality cartel?
MAY
“When was it ever nice?” Is this my heart? And I say back: “If you don’t let consciousness teach you about itself who else will?”
JUNE
The Lochness Monster rises from the lake and I asked it “Where have you been? I feel like the question here is “what beauty within us do we hide from ourselves and the world?” I whisper in his ear: Can we stay like this forever? Why do I continue to forget I have an abundance of mothers who love me?
JULY
Cosmic question for Mother Earth and the evolutionary of braid time re: the energy of No (contraction and deflection and or divergence in evolution — are those all related) What part does NO energy play in evolution? Is there a pick and choose or rejection process during the metamorphosis? What the hell kind of sacred ceremony is this? What would you do if you were dancing with the rainbow? How do I protect against a flood of consciousness?
AUGUST
What does it mean to show up in full life force and not shrink back? What does it mean to consume knowledge and not share it? I wondered why is this a “ghost” story? … and so I said to one of the babies, “all babies are pure and perfect though right?”
SEPTEMBER
When will the seeding end I ask?