Recap: August 2026 Gnosis

CLAIRAUDIENCE:

• “The dream language is the oldest heart language” August 2, 2026

• “At some point you have to actually stop playing and actually start being HER.” [Referring to Matrice Code Weaving] August 2, 2026

• “You’re going to have to scale it back now.” Regarding my own energy. Right before the wild mountain lion with tiger stripes attacks me. August 21, 2026

• “There’s your wildness right there.” Said after I write this during a hypnopompic state:
  I believe everything is connected and alive. That energies have true power threaded in reality and are not just parts or concepts but intricately woven into the fabric of existence. That these archetypes and entities, mythical beings and goddesses and many worlds cannot be cross-translated but only understood on their own ground. And if all this needs to fit inside of a framework for you then you are just like the colonizers and the patriarchy that oppresses and tries to kill off all of the wild magic left on this earth. August 21, 2026

• “Interpersonhood is the next neighborhood for the identity to move into.” August 29, 2026

PSYCHIC TRAINING LESSONS:

• Dimension Jumping. August 2, 2026

• Parasite spotting. August 7, 2026

• The Oversoul communicating through a small drop of water. Attuning to water by droplets of some sort. Water tuning. Essence tuning. August 11 + 29, 2026

• 📖 Reading the Book of Life Before It is Written, August 21, 2026

• The Trance Protest. I stand up for my ability to Trance Speak. August 28, 2026

• I attune to the wind and other natural elements. There is a merging and a letting myself be carried away by its movement and power. August 29, 2026

FAVORITE DREAMS:

• Pablo, disguised as a white horse, and me by the lake in a royal garden. August 5, 2026

• The Domesticated Wild Cat Attack in my therapy office. [Later is met through voice dialogue and reveals itself to be my eros and life force energy carried as a child. This dream is still in progress and unfolding.] August 21, 2026

SYMBOLS & OBJECTS & MISC.:

• I find old block toys from his childhood. Wooden cutouts of two different states in the US, and symbolizing two different states of mind. August 8, 2026

• I’m in Elon Musk’s space rocket and they tell me one of two things will either happen. It will either explode upon launch or it will take off and I will be in orbit for 11 years. In the dream I have children and I worry about leaving them behind for so long. August 26, 2026

• I dodge the crowded, overweight elevator for a smaller elevator with only one seat, and do not hold open the door for the others. August 31, 2026

RECURRING THEMES AND CONCEPTS:

• Graduation [versus Initiations and Activations]. There is an importance felt in the dream about not holding “her” back from a new track of life onto higher thought. August 5, 2026

• Domesticated Wildness [Continuing from July. The Wolves, Coyotes and Dogs all on the same playing field. The wild cats find me and Ashley in a tarp-covered shed with no panels] August 8 + 19, 2026

• Higher Sensory Organs. August 11, 2026

• I keep projecting my self and vision toward Christmas of this year. I don’t know why. But I am there in dreams, time and time again. August 17, 2026 [January 28, 2026 + May 23, 2026] December 24, 2026 feels significant and important.

• Advice from my guides to stop baring my heart and its time to cover up and not reveal so much of its depth. [Bare-breasted Goddess Panel Dream, The Man Whose Heart Crack a New Depth] August 18 + 19, 2026

• I was at the airport and in Mexico twice. August 25 + 29, 2026

INTEGRATION INSIGHT / GNOSIS CHANNELING:

• Everything is either an act of love or of higher neutrality. 

• Re: Graduating. Revolves around the ability to hold more paradox and opposing truths without trying to resolve either of them.

• You find your wildness when you find your instinctual truth. The way of being underneath all the life that has happened to you and before the external reality programming that overrode your soul’s natural inclinations. When you discover your wildness, let it walk the earth. Give it embodiment. This is what these sophisticated women walking wild cats in leashes symbolize. 

• I realize upon waking that Dreamtime is outside of linear time. I knew this all along but I really know it now. What Joan of Arc said in a dream in April about still being here in August meant that the dream was in August linear time. These dream moments are never in order because they are all times and spaces but still once again experienced sequentially even in the dream.