Recap: July 2026 Gnosis
CLAIRAUDIENCE:
"I can't follow you everywhere but I can see what you see." July 1, 2026
"You were always good at that." (A friend tells me this in a dream, referring to awareness and introspection.) July 2, 2026
"Channeling only." (My rule for the calendar of insights.) July 3, 2026
"It's possible it could've been a dream but the end result in changing my mind is very real." July 8, 2026
"All these small parts have to grow up together." (I say this referring to a wild cat kitten I discover.) July 22, 2026
"It's taken a long time to decide what I need." (At the foot of my tree of life, I see roots which were once entangled come undone.) July 24, 2026
"No man left behind." (I know this relates to the Office of the Goddess) July 28, 2026
ANIMALS & OBJECTS:
A cage full of squirrels (swirls) — abundant energy caged goes feral and turns on itself. July 1, 2026
Wild cats on leashes at a rest stop overpass, walked by older women. July 7, 2026
A toucan/peacock puts on a rubber mask of its own head. July 8, 2026
A bird collects the shed skins of its own head. I am supposed to catch the bird for my inheritance, they say. July 13, 2026
Antique rings resized with the price tags still on them. July 14, 2026
The spreadsheet of my emblems: spiral, labyrinth, black & white chess board, magenta — found in my teeth, in my bones, some gifted to me by others. July 21, 2026
A wooden door is slammed, and a transparent glass door is shut and locked. Both symbols of closure, but different types. July 30, 2026
The empty backpack — a symbol of what we carry / invisible weight. July 31, 2026
RECURRING THEMES:
The other home. So many dreams about moving and regret over leaving.
Unicorn energy runs the whole month — belief in them is itself the practice. Public and private streams held open as altars.
High Fashion Editorials and Designers.
Shedding the head skins. The toucan and the inheritance bird both carry their old heads, now shed, and hold them like bouquets of flowers.
I find feathers, like bouquets of flowers, at my feet.
Wild cats being walked by women, giving chase, found as a pet in my mother's room.
Stepdad healing / foster kids. Old paternal structures fall. A theme of "re-parenting" reoccurs.
INTEGRATION INSIGHT:
Karmic clearing can be done on the astral level, not the physical somatic level.
Density expands slowly through linear time.
It doesn't matter from what reality experience the realization comes from, as long as it changes you or creates action.
A preference does not equal discrimination, it is a sacred geometry.
Updated: How to be be charismatic and attract your destiny
“Think about what would save your life, and then reach toward that.”
At a festive gathering — in between the worlds — a skinny, awkward man asks a charismatic witch man what he could do to attract love and his destiny. The witch man says, “Sit at the corner of the table and think about what you could do or say to save your life right now and then reach toward that.”
Dream, September 27, 2021
Charisma is your personal magic. It's so easy to recognize charisma in others — they are charming and alluring. "Reach toward what would save your life" means align yourself with your natural gifts and divine purpose and then head toward that — and don't look back. Your love and destiny will follow.
How to avoid curses
My mirrored goddess, meets me in a dark realm. I ask her, “How can I avoid curses?”
She answers: “How can they curse something that shapeshifts and never walks in a straight line?”
She teaches me to wear mirrors as protection. Any energy and thoughtforms sent my way is reflected back. If it’s bad, it’s bad. If it’s Love, then it’s so much Love beamed back brighter than before.
Gossip Angels
We sat huddled on the floor
gossiping like school girls —
in the purest way
and I can’t tell you
what was said
because it’s a secret
but it was about you
and your fears
and how it’s all going to be
OK.
Night terror hate mind-dump
I woke up at 11:54pm on Saturday, October 29 with the message that I should be doing a nightly “Night terror hate mind-dump.”
Usually my astral homework is not as aggressive-sounding, but the purpose of these divine “assignments” seems to be to help unblock stuck energy and emotions.
So last night before bed, I did it. I created a note on my phone and I listed all my nightmare-inducing stressors. After I wrote them out I stared at my list and read them over and over until they seemed ridiculous and irrational.
Then, I let out a deep breath and let myself fall asleep peacefully, without the weight of these invisible terrors.
FYI, “Chona” is my dad’s 4-year-old English bulldog who is perfectly healthy, but who I often worry about for no good reason. Here is a picture of her insisting she is a lap dog, taken on my 38th birthday:
How to clarify your intentions
A public service announcement from my higher self.
Hold each intention up to the sun – see what drives you.
Message from a dream, September 20, 2022
Your intentions propel you through life.
If they are cloudy or driven by ego or fear then where you end up could be somewhere you don’t want to be.
If you want to see your future hold your intentions up to the Sun, one by one.
See what is really driving you.
Anything short of divine will is only cheating yourself.