How I stay grounded and soar in the skies
Iâve seen what happens when a spiritual seeker becomes ungrounded. I used to believe I could only live in one world at a time, or have one and not the other, but thatâs not true. You can have both.
You can be a bird with legs that grow and stretch past your current point of existence and consciousness and you can also come back home â down to earth â whenever you want.
This image was actually intuited by Kathy Crabbe, who is an artist and soul reader, and a psychic I trust. Her energy is beaming with love and creativity and kindness. Iâve been getting readings from her for more than ten years now.
She saw me as this bird and when I heard her describing the bird, I got chills (chills and goosebumps can be a confirmation of truth). She had her own interpretation of what the bird meant, and said it was important spiritual imagery for me â and it is!
And I took that imagery and I sat with it and I drew it out and in that process, I made the final decision as to what it meant for me â and thatâs how all of this psyche archeology / psychic revealings should work â it can be collaborative, but ultimately, it is your fate to create.
How to draw closer to your mystery
The above audio is a reading from a transcript. It is a thirdhand creation story. They are not my words, but the story was told to me orally by someone I loved, and for almost twenty years has lived on a microcassette unplayed. It is an unearthed treasure and I wanted to share it with you.
Late night revelations
Sometimes, after weed and wine, Iâll have a ârevelation.â Usually, in the light of day, Iâll delete them. Some Iâll keep forever, like this one:
Note: This post is an excerpt from my weekly mind dump newsletter, sent out each Friday.
Found notes
Dear Claudia of early â03 â you will get your heart broken a bunch of times more.
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âYou should be cooking on all 4 burners.â
High school wisdom
Here are scanned pages from my high school notebook where I collected what I considered to be sage advice and quotes.
A lot of these quotes, which now seem banal, really helped me survive the discomfort of high school and bullies and a broken heart.
Here are the quotes that still resonate with me twenty years later:
âBe tough in the way a blade of grass is: rooted, willing to lean, and at peace with what is around it.â â Natalie Goldberg
"Do you imagine the universe is agitated? Go into the desert at night and look at the stars. This practice should answer the question. The superior person settles her mind as the universe settles the stars in the sky. By connecting her mind with the subtle origin, she calms it. Once calmed, it naturally expands, and ultimately her mind becomes as vast and immeasurable as the night sky.â â Lao Tzu (apparently refuted)
âThe greatest unexplored territory is the space between our ears.â â unknown (to me)
Dream cards
These are words that were said in dreams and typed on to trading cards and watercolored.
Famous break-up letters
After reading the diaries of Sylvia Plath, Frida Kahlo and Courtney Love, I imagined what their break-up letters might have sounded like.
After reading the diaries of Sylvia Plath, Frida Kahlo and Courtney Love, I imagined what their break-up letters might have sounded like.